s very long post may be, i just wanted you to know that you deserve to be happy. i can tell just through this blog that you are probably the "weird one" out of your friends and do things that none of your other friends do. i wish i could connect with you. i'm creepin you out. but i hope you know that i mean it in a completely genuine way, as a long time follower. i feel like i watched you grow up kid. take good care of yourself. and i'm very happy (for YOU) that you don't seem to be abusing. <3
this message was nothing short of really awesome. seems you pay attention? Though partial of what you’ve captured is true anon, i have more so, chosen not to reveal so much of my personal thoughts/actions on this website. As i have gotten lots of negative messages regarding my feelings and actions-which are no one else but my own; I feel i can’t share anything. With anyone.
Now. regarding my happiness, I am trying to get my life more pieced “together” and focus on what i want to do more than anything else. Which i’m sure, as most of my followers don’t pay attention to is tattooing and drawing endlessly. Abusing substance yes, has put a halt on a lot of things- but at times i still know i could drop it all and give in to them. Sometimes i still do. I just don’t post it anymore here. You can’t know someone over a website; and although a lot of your observations are somewhat valid, you will not, and will never know my actions or feelings in full. Whatever “guy” you’re talking about i’m not sure about. or maybe i am. I have only ever cared and loved one man- who now i do not speak to anymore. Which is okay. I have moved on from that part of my life. Even haunted, i still try to push forward. Not sure if this answered or was even the response you intended for, but here it is
(me again) need to know this. you need to KNOW it. you hoop and you draw and you have long beautiful dark hair and big giant deep eyes and a killer set of lips. i don't know if you are dating. i am not looking for you to feel obliged to answer any of this. i want you to know that as a complete "stranger" i'll call myself your biggest fan. i wish i knew you. i feel like you might introduce me to a whole new life. you are truly entrancing. i miss your posts. but as fucking out of this world as thi